When my husband first approached me telling me that he would be ok if I had physical relationships with other men, I didn't even know how to take it. Was he telling me that he wanted to be with other women? Was it that he didn't want to have sex with me any more?? I totally never imagined being in my mid-thirties with two kids.

Over the course of almost a year, my husband and I dug into what this all meant and how we were going to approach this "lifestyle." I started a dating profile and at first we explored the possibility of me matching and flirting with people.

As those experiences started to feel more and more real, the more excited I got. I realized I was ready do go out with other guys. Then suddenly the right time hit, I went to meet a guy. The sex was incredible and left me wanting more. Then the next week I met another guy. It was equally has fun and totally different at the same time. This guy was rougher, more intense, and I came so hard from this new kind of experience.

Now I'm chatting with multiple guys, I just hooked up with my third guy in the last 6 weeks and I've got 3 or 4 other guys who I could totally hook up with if I wanted to. My husband are all over each other, having sex constantly. When I come home from dates, our sex is so passionate and intense. I'm exploring parts of myself that I didn't know existed and I'm absolutely loving it! We're going to let this ride for a little while and enjoy the momentum of a hot new stage in our relationship!