It's been about 4 years since the wife has had a Friend with Benefits. We had moved to a new state and she basically stated that she wanted to leave the past behind us. I agreed, but sometimes the urges are there. I've brought it up now and again, never asking of course, just conversation like omg remember that time when type of thing. Past is the past.

So there's this cute black guy, who's in the military, who visits the establishment where my wife works. She's talked about him in the past, a lot, but it was things like he's cute, we talk, I told him about our past lifestyle, I tease him all the time telling him what girls are checking him out, telling him stuff like all girls need chocolate every once in awhile, stuff like that.

A couple weeks ago we were talking, I can't remember exactly about what, but he came up again. I just looked at my wife and said he hasn't tried to fuck you yet? I mean you're literally throwing yourself at him. She had dear in the headlights look. I said you wanted to leave the past behind us right? You Said your not really into it at the moment. But here you are telling a tall, young, buff, military, black guy all about your hotwife tattoo, telling him the things you've done, how you were only with one black guy but you feel like he was distracted and not into you, that you were satisfied but not completely, so you've sort of been looking, you flirt and tease him, he's there every Wed and Fri till closing with you, you know he likes older white women. But it's just friendly fun.

I continue conversation and she's like oh he would fuck me in a minute if I gave him the chance. I do remember a previous conversation and it was oh no he would never try anything he respects you. I do actually know the guy.

Ok this is getting to long. So wife goes to lunch with a friend last week actually Thursday. Conversation turns to sex. Her husband is deployed right now. To pass the time she has a web page that she's earning extra money from. My wife is actually excited about this, but that's a different story that's in the works. Ok they are swingers, wife told her about us that we had done a little bit of everything but the hotwife dynamic woks for us. So somehow lmao, Mr. Black topic comes up and wife's friend says, why the fuck aren't you all over that? I wish my man gave me permission to fuck other guys. She's only allowed to do girls and she and the wife are going to do some stuff on her page or whatever to start getting my wife into it...ya anyway.

Thursday wife and I go to dinner she's dressed sexy, short dress, heels and a buzz from lunch. At dinner she can't shut up about her day. It was awesome because she had a glow on her face I haven't seen in a long time. I guess when you both suppress sexual feelings trying to conform to a certain standard. anyway we talked feelings flowed, she said she missed the lifestyle, I told her I did too. The rush, the excitement, thrill of the chase, the adrenaline high, the anxiety rush, yup this shit is a drug. Starting with the target lol, text messaging, picture exchange, setting a date, talking about different scenarios, what ifs, dressing up, helping her pick outfits, waiting, anticipation then reclaiming time...she says she loves the look in my eyes, the pure lust, she was a naughty girl, we both know it, now I'm going to take her back, she loves the way I fuck/make love when she comes home, she says I'm harder and my body language and looks I give her are her addiction. It works for us and it's been to long.

Ok done now, she got home Friday night Sat morning from work, oh ya..the plan was if he showed up and stayed till closing she was going to ask him for help out back, she was going to seduce him and suck his cock, to find out how big it was of course. Bonus was she was going to do it in front of the security cameras so I could watch later, but he did show up, cook and a customer wouldn't leave so she was cock blocked lmao. She did say she told him, you and I are going to get in trouble soon, be ready when I text you. So sat morning I've got shit to do but morning coffee and sharing with you guys who I don't even know lmao but what the hell. I'm open to chat, don't really have people I can talk to about this stuff so whatever. Enjoy.