Last weekend was my first experience hooking up with another guy. Although I was incredibly excited, the truth of the matter was that I was thinking "Oh my god, am I actually going to do this the whole time.'" There was a million times where I thought about turning around, exiting, saying that I just couldn't do it. But once I got there, once he kissed me in the kitchen and I felt that rush all over my body, it was intoxicating. The sex was incredible. The experience was incredible, but then there was the question "how was this going to effect my relationship with my husband."

I don't think I ever felt sexier than when my husband finally got some alone time together and I told him everything only to see him be so incredibly turned on by it all. Making out with me, rubbing my body, eating me out, making me cum again. I had never ever even thought about the possibility of having sex with two guys in one day.... but here I was riding my husband's dick after riding someone else's for the first time in 12 years. We've had sex fairly continuously, in a way that makes it feel like we're first dating again.

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Now I feel like I have the green light. I keep talking to guys and I have a whole big group of them that I want to hook up with and meet. This week, if I wanted to I could meet a different guy Thursday, Friday and Sunday. I think I'm going to do it!