We are young couple, together for 6 years now. I had hotwife fantasy for about 4 years now and a few months ago I started to talk about it with my beloved fiancé. I don’t get into much of a details on these conventions, but the fact is, that the more we talked about it, the more she loved this idea. For a past few weeks, she was very hyped up and wanted to find any attractive guy to fuck with. The thing is that I’m still very horny about this fantasy, but the closer to reality it gets, the more jealous I become.

I have talked about this with her and asked to slow down and don’t drag other people in our relationship because we are still very young (M24, F22) and she agreed with me. But it was my idea, so why do I get cold feet? I think it’s mainly because she would like to get laid by any guy that she founds attractive and I would like it to be more private(not with anyone from her social media). But as a good, obeying bf, I should let my hotwife choose whom ever she wants and support her decision.

So yea, lots of mixed feelings rn.