Do you remember when this all started? The conversations, the what ifs, how do we make it happen.

The amount of time planning and playing these scenes out in your head.

The reality compared to the fantasy.

This will probably be a multi part story, there's alot to tell and hopefully discuss.

So, where do I begin? Where does it really really begin? High school? The first girl to take your virginity? The first girl to cheat on you? The first girl to break up with you? Was it in college?

These are important questions, because they will shape your life to the place you are now.

First "real" girlfriend, takes my virginity, I seriously didn't know what I was doing, then cheated on me with a good friend of mine. We broke up of course, then got back together, then broke up lol. Me and the guy stayed good friends. Was this the start?

High-school, met a girl on the bus, never seen her before, come to find out she was returning to school after having a baby. She knew me, I didn't know her. She was infatuated with me. Anyway she was sitting in "my" seat. I was in the process of kicking her out of my seat and she looked so sad, I let her stay, this became a 3.5 year affair with a girl with a kid who was living with her boyfriend who was much older than me.

We were inseparable in school, everyone thought we were a couple. The bus ride was an hour long. We did everything but fuck. She almost always wore skirts. I would rub and finger her and make her cum multiple times on the way to and from school. Sometimes she would stroke me and make me cum but she always swallowed to hide the evidence. Blowjobs? OMG this girl, I have no idea what she did. Seriously it was uh huh, that feels good, fuck that's nice good job ba....fuck I'm cumming. Every single freaking time!!. Good things cum to an end unfortunately. I did really like her, probably even loved her. I was just so young and her with a kid, she offered to leave her BF. I said no keep your family together. Moving on.

Met another girl, she had a kid...see a pattern? Fell in love with that pussy OMG! So wet all the time, the kind of wet and slippery where you don't feel much. I literally could fuck for hours. She thought I was superman, I'm 17 and trying to cum lmao, I'm doing everything I can to create friction to bust a nut and she's like wow you got moves.

So one day we are chilling out and she gets a phone call. It was her mom's tenant who lived downstairs. Yes she still lived with her mom and sister. This was way before cell phones to. So the guy is home from the Army, he broke his neck diving into a shallow pool on drunken night. So anyway he's home healing. She gets off the phone and says I'll be right back I'm going to fuck whatever his name was, he hasn't had sex in awhile and needs some help and she gets up and leaves. So now I'm sitting here with Mom, Sis and baby was sleeping. The sister is smiling at me because she knows what's up. There's small chit chat..I'm horny not sure what is happening. Reflecting back, my girl just told me she's going to go fuck a guy, I'm sitting with mom and sis horny and confused. I wish I was smarter I should have fucked the sister while we waited. I eventually left. Next time we saw each other we had a fight, obviously, but ended up fucking and still dated. Big flaw with her she didn't suck dick and didn't like her pussy licked and definitely no anal.

Ok there's a pattern brewing.