The wife and I have talked about taking the plunge for awhile now. It's been a slow process of us talking about her being with other people, role-playing, and me supporting and encouraging her.

I continually let her know that I trusted her and will always love her, that even if I can't handle the reality of her being with someone that's not on her and we can revisit this lifestyle at that time. I supported her and told her that this is as much for her as for me, thay I want her to have fun with it and she doesn't have to do anything she doesn't want to. Yes I have my fantasies of what I'd like her to do, but im more turned on if she's having fun and wants to be doing it instead of doing it out of some obligatory feeling to make me happy. I told her that being a hotwife has many perks like having the stability of a loving husband, someone who she can trust and support her while exploring her sexuality and having fun like she was in college. If she wants a FWB, great. If she wants 2, 3, or more, that's also great. If she wants to fuck someone and never see them, that's awesome as well. It's her decision.

Several months ago she finally felt comfortable enough to be honest with me about being dissatisfied by my dick, often wanting to feel more full. She's not a size queen, but definitely prefers them larger than average. I'm on the very low end of average. She finally felt comfortable enough to talk about her ex partners. We even sat down and wrote down all of them that she could remember.

Then, a couple of days ago she downloaded the Feeld app and began to talk to a couple guys. Kinda spontaneously, one guy she clicked with said he got a hotel and encouraged her to swing by. She debated for a couple of hours but deciding to not go (we were both tired). She wasn't dressed up and felt self conscious about her legs not being silky-smooth. She asked me if she could go, and I told her it was up to her. She could wait until she felt more comfortable; she could also meet him but not do anything. After a little bit she had a wave of energy and said she really wants to, just rip off the bandaid.

She drove to the hotel (sent me the address and had her location serviced on), while i stayed home with our 10-month old. She was so nervous after parking that she turned around after she began to walk into the hotel. She was shaking and her stomach hurt. She texted me, asking if she should leave. Again, I said it's up to her. If she's not comfortable then she could meet him later in a more public place. I also told her she was already there and could just talk to him, not do anything. At that, she got put of the car (for a 2nd time) and went up to his room. After 10 minutes or so, she told me that he was respectful and she was fine. Then.....nothing for an hour.

I texted her, asking how she was doing. She said she was about to leave and that they didn't do anything. Then.....nothing for another hour. I texted her again. Right then my phone blew up with snapchat videos (I didn't receive them in real time). Later she told me that they were talking on the couch and she was about to leave, but he then stood up (he's 6'6") and she became horny thinking about him picking her up (she's 5'3"). She really wanted to see what was inside his pants right then. The rest is history. I was so turned on! She came home. We talked and kissed. She then said, "I can get used to this. This is fun. But I wanted even a bigger dick next time". I couldn't be more excited!