Hi. I've recently turned 20 and my girlfriend is almost a year younger than me. We started dating in secondary school (high school) and have been together for 5 years, which I recognise is a fairly long time for relationships among people our age. We are each other's firsts; first kiss, lost our virginities to each other etc. She's my best friend, an awesome person and absolutely gorgeous. I feel like we have good communication skills; she's always honest with me about her feelings and any concerns she has and we've stuck together through some tough times in our personal lives for each of us so far.

Throughout the past half a year, we've been discussing hotwifing, though neither of us knew the term for it at the time. I am just kind of bicurious and we started jokingly talking about which famous guys we'd have a threesome with. It started getting a bit serious when she suggested actually having one for real, maybe with someone we know. I am a fairly secure guy, but I was feeling a bit hesitant, but also excited. I asked her if she had anyone in mind and she said that she'd think about it.

She soon put a pin in that conversation as she noticed that I was a little unsure, and she was worried she had upset me, but I assured her that I was fine and that I kind of like the idea. The idea of her fucking another guy or me and another guy sharing her turned me on but scared me. I wouldn't want to lose her.

I started feeling more certain about sharing her when she got hit on right in front of me though. Most guys won't hit on a girl that is visibly with someone, but while me and my girl were at the gym, I went to refill our water and I came back to see another guy chatting with her, and I could see from her face and posture that she found him hot. He was hot, but he looked a fair bit older, like late twenties maybe. I got back to our rack and my girl introduced me to him, mentioning that I was her boyfriend. We all chatted casually for a bit as he was using the rack next to ours, but his flirty demeanor towards my girlfriend continued despite me being there. She feigned ignorance but she later told me that she kind of enjoyed the attention.

I felt a bit humiliated but also attracted to this guy, and later on I brought this up to her, to which she apologised for responding to his flirting, but told me she would've rebuffed him if he made any advances like asking for her number. I didn't mind though, and kind of teased her about the fact she had a little crush on the guy at the gym. I told her that she can only have him if I'm around too, and we started to dirty talk about it.

Since then we've been flirting with the idea of another guy fucking her while I watch, or us having an MFM threesome. She wants to try a lot of things like DVP, DP, having one guy in her mouth and one behind her. We've done a bit of anal so it would be a sexy thing to experience. What does DP feel like for the girl and the guys?

Only recently have we seriously considered it though, and she has expressed interest in having our first experience be with an older guy, like 30-50 or so who is hot, well built, hung or at least moreso than me, willing to get tested and go bare. I was immediately on board with that, as an age gap would be hot, the guy would be more experienced and I would love for my girl to experience a larger man in both senses (muscular and hung), but we have no idea where to find a guy like that. I feel like it'd be looking for a unicorn or something.