Just like the title says, I am so onboard that I fear that it's an obsession. I have only fantasized about this for the past 4 years. It has such a deep rooted place, that I have wrote stories and made up fake rofiles, just to statisfy some of my 'need' to have this interaction. I have even gone as far as told my wife who I'd like to see her have fun with. She has known that I have wanted to share her for at least the past year. She says that she is not onboard and up until recently (when I named the guy), now she has totally shut me down for even role playing. She did entertain role playing in the moment, but not while we are out and about. What should I do?