So me (27m) and my wife (26f) have swapped a couple times with another couple that we are good friends with and there weren’t any complications or issues. Tonight my wife has an old friend coming down (never llama did anything before besides sending pictures) and isn’t sure if she wants to fuck him because she is nervous and shy (she would be alone). They are going to do dinner and then are going to at least take some naughty/non-naughty pictures.

I’m on the fence because it’d be the first time we’d ever do anything alone. We’ve talked about how only him and his spouse (who isn’t coming down tonight) and the other couple we’ve already done stuff with are who we are comfortable doing stuff with. She’s also explained that it’s an experience she’d want us to try since she’d also be sending me pictures and videos as it’s happening which she finds hot, along with finding it hot coming home afterwards and fucking me. She’s already reassured me that it’s be a fun and spicy thing we could do to add to our already great sex life and she’d still feel the same about me. It also wouldn’t become a normal thing and she wouldn’t end up hooking up with anyone else since she doesn’t trust anyone else. And if it was me going out she’d be all for it as well.

So why am I so nervous/scared/afraid or whatever you wanna call it? I do find a part of it hot, and then I get nauseous as well.

P.S. and then tomorrow we are going on a camping trip for our anniversary.