My wife of seven years has known my desire for her to be a Hotwife for 3 years now. The kink definitely turned her on and she’s played into it while we have sex for the duration of her knowing. But once we try to actually talk about it happening for real she’s very hesitant. She has understandable concerns, and doesn’t want it to get in the way of our strong relationship. She doesn’t find herself as attractive as she was pre-Covid, though I think any guy would want to fuck her. She’s also a very busy person and uses the excuse that she doesn’t have time for someone else. While it would be difficult to move on from the idea of her having a sexual relationship with someone else, I would for the health of our marriage. The problem is she consistently teases me about it and played it into our sex life, even as far as taking with another guy when I first told her about my fetish. There seems to be a wall moving forward and no direction back.