I’ve been posting a lot.

I’m worried about loosing the momentum. For the last few months my wife and I have gotten heavier into talking/fantasizing about her being with other guys, threesomes, watching her etc.

In the last month she had a guy in mind, we agreed to give it a go, we couldn’t keep our hands off one another, She talked to her best friend and got nothing but support, she talked to the guy about our dynamic, they hung out, we hung out but in the end she just wasn’t feeling it with him. We still had great sex talking about it etc. but now I’m feeling it wind down and am worried about loosing that momentum, I think it’s natural that it is and she still pokes fun or teases about other guys not x rated but it still comes up.

I don’t want to keep bringing it up if it is the case that it’s winding down, and even I have admitted to her that I want to stop being so excited and focus on us after it didn’t work out the way we wanted.

Still hopeful, and all in all the progress we made in the last 6 months is more than I ever expected when I first brought it up. So still hopeful and if it comes back after this rush of a month then I will feel more confident about these ups and downs.