So my partner was always firm on no solo stuff. He would be there watching and joining for any hotwifing stuff.

We have a third we've been having over since October and have a good friendship and chemistry with. We were both free one afternoon and decided to hang out platonically. On the morning of, I asked my partner if a kiss was okay or too much. Hugging? And he shocked me by saying he had been giving thought to solo play.

Two conditions. A video is sent to him of me getting naked before the first session, and when he got home from work that I would only be wearing my thigh highs. Deal and deal.

Well, what I didn't anticipate was how awkward it would be. Both the afternoon and after. Our third is only comfortable orgasming when he isn't being watched by another guy, and so that afternoon was the first time he's ever finished with me. Which was great!

But that just means I got to find out that after he cums; he is basically sex repulsed. He barely wanted to look at me afterwards. He's usually got the personality of a golden retriever, so this sudden lack of affection and total walls-up threw me and my partner.

When my partner came home, he expected us to gush on and on about the sex we had that afternoon. But I didn't forsee just how awkward and unnatural it would feel to do that. There was a mental block from me talking about it. The instinct that tells you that telling your partner that you just got bent over and creampied, whilst he was at work, is just a massively asshole thing to do.

So my partner didn't get any juicy details immediately after or during, and didn't get to enjoy stuff when he got home because our now sex-repulsed third was just standing there, awkwardly looking around the room.

So that's how our first solo time went. More communication and hanging up of baggage was needed by far. First times at anything hardly ever go perfectly, and I thought this might help anyone who was making the move towards solo hotwifing encounters.