So my last post I (30m) mentioned my complete story, how I told GF/Fiancé (28f) I wanted her to fuck other guys and she took it really well at the beginning but later told me during sex to stop fantasizing about it I immediately felt I was pushing her to much, and basically stopped. Months have passed since this happened.

We are engaged and this weekend my GF/Fiance has a long weekend bachelorette in another city and during this time I have to travel for work as well, meaning we won’t be seeing each other for almost three weeks. She is an extremely beautiful, hot, and a VERY sexual being (way out of my league) last night we fucked like never before mentioning how much we will miss each other as we are not used to being apart for so long. During the act we used bondage and I blindfolded her, while fucking her I pulled her vibrator and used at simultaneously (which she loves); as she was cumming I told her, “This (Vibrator) is going to be her best friend for the next three weeks”. She responded “maybe I will need something more real” after the post nut clarity I told her if she wants to fuck another guys she can, but knows all she has to do is tell me beforehand and she told me, “of course, depends how I feel, maybe”. Not really sure what she meant but this is the first time she has brought it up didn’t want to make a big deal. Today, she just left to her bachelorette and asked me for a condom, we use them once in a while (personal reasons). I just looked at her, tried to act normal and maybe I couldn’t hold my face and she responded, “better have it and not need it, than need it and not have it” tried not to make a big deal laughed said very true helped her with her luggage and changed topic regarding her trip.

I would never think she would do something like this is especially as mentioning she would not want her friends to ever ever find out during our conversations, as a friend once cheated on BF and caused a lot of drama between friend group.

I am starting to get excited, do you think she did it for me or she genuinely is thinking about doing this? Should I ask her about this occasionally in the next three weeks however fear she might get annoyed and retaliate? Should I just not mention it and let her bring it up, if ever?