My wife and I have been at this for a couple years now (we're both early 30s) and I can honestly say it's become an addiction, for both of us. It's all-consuming. I've deleted my account on here probably 10 times because I feel myself becoming too occupied by talking about our sex lives.

I'm not saying I find anything inherently wrong with the lifestyle or what we're doing, but maybe just the depth at which we've fallen into it. It seems like any time I personally try to take a step back, she does something so incredibly sexy that I fall in further than before.

For example, I'd posted on Valentine's Day that she called in sick because her friend had surprised her with a hotel room. I caught quite a bit of flak because I'd mentioned that he doesn't know about us and thinks she's cheating, and with that and sitting at home alone on Valentine's Day talking with people about what the two of them were probably doing, it got me thinking again that maybe we should dial it back. So I ONCE AGAIN deleted my account (sorry) and decided I'd open a convo about it when she got home.

Well...she walks in with a big smile on her face and said she has a surprise for Valentine's Day. She leads me into the bedroom, twitching her amazing ass in her leggings as I walked behind her, and once inside she bends over and peels her pants down. She spread her cheeks and is wearing a heart butt plug. Thinking that was the surprise I commented on how fucking hot it was, but she corrected me that it wasn't the surprise...then slowly pulls it out which was followed by a gush of now runny cum spilling out and down her leg.

I got to fuck her from behind while looking down at her freshly fucked, cum sloppy asshole. It was the hottest thing she's ever done or I've ever seen. I can't unsee that. I can't forget it. I can't imagine ever successfully taking a step back and I don't know if that's a bad thing or not.

EDIT: forgot to mention, she also took the measuring tape from her sewing kit to measure his dick because I always bug her asking how big he is. The fact that she did that not just for me, but to build up his ego measuring him while on her knees for him...she's amazing and totally inside my head!