It always seems to start when I'm happy. Life is good, relationships and career are working out, and then like a buzzing mosquito in my ear - I have to do something about it. It was 2 years of secret messages, dates, and encounters with someone I actually miss. That was 5 years ago. We relocated to coastal North Carolina and here I am again. Life is good. BUT there is that deep seeded desire to experience more. I just joined Reddit because I didn't know where else to go. Here I am now, a genuine REAL person in a sea of dick picks trying to stand out from the horny crowd. The apps don't feel discreet enough and I want to know and trust someone before I put my "good life" in jeopardy.
What I want is to be working - see your message, and pick up where we left off. Laugh, support, and hopefully meet one day. I'm not in a rush - I'm too calculated to rush this. I'm not really into porn because I know enough to know that's not real. I want real. Tangible. I've poked around reddit (no pun intended) enough to know that all of these guys looking probably start to sound the same, but what may make me different is ... intention. That's what makes a secret affair so great is that there is one purpose - pleasing each other in new and exciting ways, because what do you have to loose? You can be completely honest and open knowing that you came into this knowing there was an expiration date and even though love may not be part of the equation, there was still the good intention of giving and receiving pleasure... that's when we find it.
I feel like I've rambled, but I think that's ok. I work from home and would love to read someone else's long thoughtful intentions - just to me. I'm here and hope to hear from you soon.