My stress is building up, and I can only release it through S*x. Femme and Bi Ladies, if you're up to something new, curious, and specially a sub. Message me no strings attached.

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Hi! I'm a bisexual. My partner and I are both free spirited. I've always been free in everything I do the reason why I don't get into relationships, but I met my partner and we vibe. Her past relationships were all serious and just like other "normal" couples, she wasn't allowed to fool around and mess with other people. She ended up hurting her past girlfriends.

Before our relationship even started, we had this agreement. I assured her that she can do as she pleases so long as I know. We do fun things TOGETHER. She also wants the same from me. We don't stab each other from the back. My definition of trust is transparency.

When I mess around, I don't mess around with the same person twice. One time, and leave it there. We go home to each other, as we're the only ones who can understand each other. Then, I've noticed this girl who likes my partner so much at work. I warned my partner, because we don't mess with people with feelings involved. But my partner did not listen and entertained the girl. Now, my partner started chatting with her even when we're together. The girl goes whenever we go party. We normally hang with people in the party, but this girl sticks to my partner like a gum. And my partner allows it. The girl even leaves huge marks on her, when I don't so my partner is presentable to other people. It pains me seeing that ugly marks on her.

One time I was so drunk, my partner tended to me for a bit and then left me to follow the girl inside the CR. She said she's just going to smoke.

I felt betrayed and treated like a fool. I gave her so much freedom, but I was still stabbed from the back. She started keeping things from me, when we agreed that we can do anything so long as we know. We have each other's back. She don't even hangout with other people now, just this girl. When I talk to her and remind her of our promise to each other, she just said "It pains me when you doubt me. I love you, and I will always go home to you. I will choose you over and over again".

But the memory of her leaving me drunk and vulnerable just to follow the girl kept on haunting me. What she did was contrary to her words.

Now I'm hooking up with people without her to relieve my stress, and I don't have the appetite to tell my partner. But she has the audacity to always check on me making sure she knows what I do.

I know our values are twisted. We are different from the norm. But we believe in each other. Now I don't know if I can still believe and trust her to cover my back, and I'm a kind of person who holds grudges very seriously. I am turning into the person I hate the most. I don't like what I'm becoming.