I always felt like I had good friends and I feel like I put 100 percent of effort into my friendships. Yet, sometimes I feel like they don’t. I have one friend that always has to start something and claims we are bad friends. Another that is always lagging with our friend group but when it comes to her other ones she met through work she’s always hanging out with and going out. And one that is a very good friend when it comes to standing up for another but takes forever to respond ? Idk I always respond fast so I feel like I’m being. Idk it just sucks I feel like I’m always there for everyone and sometimes when I’m feeling down or I need something they really aren’t there.