Hello, my age is 30 and I am presently seeking a Female Led Relationship as I naturally become submissive when I love someone. I like being under someone who loves me and cares about me, it makes me feel happy and content. I feel like it gives me purpose and meaning.

Since, last year I have lost interest in hobbies which at first seemed like something bad but then I noticed that when I was in a relationship, I enjoyed talking about my then partners hobbies and interest and even taking part in them. The only reason she left me was because she felt our age gap of 10 years was too much and she did not like me being submissive to her.

What I learned from it of course is that a Female Led Relationship works really well as I can do any task regardless of whether its boring or interesting, I can happily engage in a hobby or interest my partner might have and be a good listener, I have listened to monologues for over two hours without ever losing interest regardless of what the topic is.

I am also someone who is very patient when I love someone, I feel afraid to argue or fight back when my partner is scolding me and I always feel a strong urge to obey when I am told to do something. This is why I believe I am better being a future submissive husband than in an equal relationship.

Another thing that I have lost interest in is Porn. Until the age of 28 I was crazy over it and used to watch porn almost everyday but now when I see it, I feel sleepy and not stimulating. The only thing that makes me feel sexually and emotionally connected is when I truly love someone and am under that persons rule.

For instance, with my ex we never had sex because she was a very conservative person but I still enjoyed doing things for her like making her tea, cooking, shopping for her and running errands for her. I enjoyed being told to wait patiently or being told to do this and that. The only downside was that sometimes I would get an erection, so a chastity cage is definitely going to be a something I will have to be locked in with especially when we are going out together as it would be highly innapropriate in to have an erection under the pants in public, of course future partner can be my keyholder and can decide how long to keep me locked away.

When it comes to loyalty I am someone who is very loyal in a relationship, I lose interest in other girls and even if a scantly dressed beautiful young women was around, I just don't feel or have any interest because I my strong sense of loyalty overtakes my emotions my the person I am loyal to becomes the most beautiful person in my eyes.

One thing I do understand is that whoever I marry will still feel attracted to other men/women and even after marriage if my future partner wants to engage in sexual activity with other people it is fine by me. I will of course never have sex with anyone else other than my future partner. This is something I contemplated for years but I finally thought, whats the big deal.

The only area where I prefer to not be controlled in is work clothing and stationary I use. I tend to be very particular when it comes to the black leather wallet, belt, shoes and even the pens I use which of course I will only have to repurchase in about a decades time.

Outside that I am happy be controlled and serve my future partner.

One thing to note: I am only submissive, loyal and obedient when I love someone. With people in general including friends I am dominant or equal.

If you like what you read and want a guy that will love you, be loyal to you for the rest of your life and never leave you no matter what happens to you physical appearance over time or what kind of person you become then send me a message and let's be friends first and see how things go over time.