I reverted last October and signed up for Quran classes as well. However at that time I was living with two abusive Zionist roommates (one has created a phobia of bugs) and had to put it aside when moving came. And it fell to the way side and I had to drop it sadly. Due to severe social anxiety I struggle immensely with trying to go to my local mosque a street down from where I work.

Last night my mom informs me that my aunt who has been on hospice has taken a very bad turn and may not see the end of April. I was expecting the call but it hurts as she has been the only person encouraging of my hobbies and creativity. As I slept last night I had a nightmare where I could not find my hijab(I was a hijabi before reverting) and I felt so exposed. And today that has been weighing on my mind but I don’t have any close sisters to lean on for help and guidance. I could really use the encouragement.