Hi all, wanted to start this off with me saying I'm open to the paranormal, I've seen things I can't explain, ghosts and UFOs. That being said I try to find rational explanations for most things.

I was raised in a loving family, no history of trauma or bad things, had a pretty good life. I was quite an innocent child, and a well behaved one, I didnt have some over active imagination but I enjoyed being creative and playing as any kid does.

When I was around 9 my mum and dad spilt up, during the spilt up my dad and I were alone in the house, I saw him change over time from a loving kind man to a scary, paranoid, individual. I want to make this clear that he was always caring of me during this time. My mum and dad spiltting up was obviously really traumatic for me.

On a few occasions when alone I saw some very disturbing and horrible things. I witnessed the hands of the clock on the wall moving back at speed, moving forward, the overpowering feeling of pressure on my shoulders, being watched and so forth, I witnessed curtains jolting or shaking on their own (not the wind) and I genuinely felt like there was a vile presence within the house.

A year later my dad killed himself in the same house, the feelings, experiences, all of it just literally disappeared. I didn't have any of these experiences anymore, and it felt like some kind of entity had been destroyed.

On occasion I sometimes feel as if something is in the house again 24 years later. It's on the rare occasion, but this time it's met by my anger instead of fear. I feel violent towards it. The feeling of anger and violence seems to tame whatever this thing is and it disappears.

What I think I experienced all those years ago was some kind of fear based trauma, and possible hallucinations? I don't quite know, I just think it's perhaps worth mentioning, in case anyone else had similar experiences.

Thanks.

Sidenote

House was a mourge a few hundred years back.

Don't think this really matters but perhaps if paranormal it may be useful information.