Every day I’ve woke up this week with more and more spots either in my underarms or groin and butt areas. I’ve been tired and moody and depressed for over a week. I am dreading going to work tomorrow because I feel like shit. The only time it was sort of okay was the two days I couldn’t eat due to my stomach problems but if it’s food related that’s stressful because I’d have to get rid of all the food I do actually eat pretty much. I also didn’t get to do anything for New Years this time around. I feel like giving up completely. Sometimes I just wish I had the courage to be done with life because I don’t want to do this anymore. I’ve dealt with a lot of these issues for 14 years now. It’s not getting any better. The psych ward trip was useless and just gave me a medical bill I can’t afford. Why do I even try