The time has finally come, after binging for about a month and gaining a tolerance, my money is finally run dry and I have $100 left, I stopped using for a day and it was TERRIBLE, I used to take Kratom for 3 years and made a terrible decision in a bad circumstance, I won't go in depth on how or why it happened but I started snorting what I thought was H, but its most likely Fent Analauge from what I've been experiencing, First I'll explain why I think it's Fent Analauge, The first time I got some it was only enough for about 6 or 7 lines, light Brown powder and very easy to break up and if there's rocks they are like powdery rocks. Snorting it I didint experince an intense nod cause I've never done it before and so I have nothing to compare it too, execpt I got that warm body rush feeling and just felt cozy, it would make me tired and eventully I'd knock out and wake up a couple hours later. I didint have any weird dreams but I guess you could say I nodded. It came and went and then I was out. I was okay with it tho untill I woke up the next morning with an intense feeling of dread and panic, my heart was pumping out of my chest and I assumed it was kratom withdrawl but it felt different, the night before I had done 4x my normal kratom dose because I just felt off. The anxiety was so intense it caused me to barf and I couldint stop, I somehow got my hands on a little bump and I did that and it made me feel better but not 100%. I had to get more, I was swimming in money from social security and probably spent over $600 for the following month and binged each day, and noticed I had to do like 6x the normal amount I first did to get to the same point. But even then I couldint fully get there, Fast forward too now and I can say for certain that yes I'm withdrawling from this stuff, around the 3 - 4 hour mark from my last dose and I begin to feel very very bad

Some of the symptoms I start to feel are intense, first of all my nose is CONSTANTLY LEAKING, It feels very hot and legit I have to blow my nose every minute. The saliva in my mouth is constantly replenishing to the point where I have to keep spitting it out because I fear If I keep swallowing it I'll throw up, now currently I havint ever been passed the point to where I'm on day 2. My body temperature also drops or maybe it rises but my surroundings feel very cold and my hands and fingers freeze up, goosebumps sorround my entire body and everything is sensitive, the one I struggle the most with and that scares me the most is the stomach problems, Ill begin to get queezy and my head gets dizzy. The puking from the first time gave me a little PTSD so now that's stuck in my head, tho it could of been from the large amount of kratkm I took the night before mixed in with withdrawls. I honestly didint expect after even a couple of lines to go into withdrawls and now I've dug myself even deeper. My stomach will rumble and cramp and I legit can not deal with it at all.

With the situation I'm in I cannot reach out for help, and I've already had all the advice on how to do that and getting suboxin but with my age Its a different story. I don't want advice with other medications to take and what to do externally, Im really looking for help and information on a quick tamper.

Tomorrow I'm gonna head up and get $120 worth, this normally would only last me a day or two, but I need to tamper, now I've heard mixed things from people, some people explain that no matter how low you go that I'm essentially just reseting it and it won't do anything but that doesint make sense, wouldint it decrease symptoms even if it's by a little bit? I want to only use I feel really bad and just do a small bit, not to get high but enough to somewhat start feeling normal, I honestly need a dosage guide and want to know how I should do it. I also just want information on everything surrounding doing this and reassurance of if it will help. I know everybody's different but based on all the information how long do you think withdrawls would last for me and when the most intense part would be over, also what you did to get out of the situation and what helped you. I'm truly wanting to stick to this quick little tamper