It is currently 1157 at night where I am located in South Carolina United States of America. The day is Thursday, May 19 I believe yeah. Sunday was supposed to be the last day that I did a bag and I was gonna fight the withdraws with Xanax and meth, I tried so hard but I couldn’t get my favorite kind of dope so I just got whatever I could on Sunday and started to withdraw on Monday or Sunday night. Monday it was a horrible day and I was traumatized because of family issues and my main dude who has my favorite dope was finally answering, mind you he’s not very reliable I told myself it’s probably a bad idea but hey it won’t hurt that bad to just do one more bag. Now Tuesday rolls around I’m still sick and I don’t do any for almost 24 hours since my last dose and someone comes and sells me some tree and offers me some H and me being the person who I am I take up the offer. Now I swore I would not buy a bag on Wednesday and I went right over 24 hours without doing any but low and behold I bought another small bag and did it all at once. The whole time though every bag I bought of each day that I was supposed to be with drawing I did it all at once. So now my question is yes I woke up sick this morning on Thursday but should I have felt less sick than I did? And would it hurt to only do like a half a point of dope just to get the cravings away. Mind you I’m not just some drug addict I’m a US veteran I’ve been in combat situations I’ve seen very messed up things in this world that is the whole reason I ever started abusing drugs I’m not asking for a pity party I’m just asking for help. Will it prolong my detoxing if I did just a half a point tonight to take the cravings away. Oh and at this point it’s been about 30 hours since I’ve did my last bag all at once on Wednesday and I know it’s technically Friday now so I did none on Thursday but what do you think reddit please help