Not sure how to descibe it other than burn out.

I do everything myself, I jump buildings, dance, go out and just do whatever.... but sometimes I run into this phase where I feel completely burnt out and out of ideas.... and most people seem to do nothing unless told so usally I just do things solo so not to feel bitter towards them.

But now after at least 3 years of fighting the burn out by expanding and doing more and more.... I sometimes wonder what will happen when I can't find anything new beyond the ... less delightful or more harmful things (I refuse to lie to, manipulate, or harm others, but all else is fair gain for me)

Lately this has been kinda having me taking time to wonder what will I do when I no longer can be enough to keep myself satisfied....

Don't know if anyone else here has gotten to that point, or have any stories to share. But I figure I would get on this now and be proactive, as lately I feel I am losing myself again.... and I don't want that to happen again.... that was my childhood, but unlike then.... there is no enemy or opposing force to focus on.

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I don't know, anyone here want to share their ideas?