Hey everyone!

I'm a 20 y/o man who got diagnosed with adhd last summer. For the past year I have been searching for mechanisms that would help me on my path forward. There is one major hurdle that is keeping me from progressing in life. Maybe other people have found a solution that helps with this.

Currently I am a college drop out, working a dead-end and monotone job because my parents were fed up with me staying at home because I didn't know what to do or study. My whole academic life has been a downwards cascade. I started my first year of high school doing Latin, then dropping down to maths and sciences, then down to sciences and modern language, then human science and modern language...after graduating high school and wanting to persue my dream career as a herpetologist I tried a year of university studying Biology, failed completely, tried a year of psychology, failed most of it, tried a year of International Business Management...failed most courses. After this shitshow I had to take a break and really figure out why things were going wrong every time. Got diagnosed with adhd.

Now I am left doing this minwage job, all out of dopamine because there is nothing "new" happening.

The biggest struggle is looking at the future and being confident in making a choice because every choice I have made in the past failed. Where do I go from here, how can I find my path again?

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TLDR; Failed most choices I made, afraid to choose something now.