I don't know when I became like this, but for some reason I feel like I can't do anything alone. I always feel like I need to share the experience with someone else. There are places I want to go but always put off waiting for someone to do it with me and then it never happens. I also do the same thing with tv shows. There are some shows I want to watch but feel like I should enjoy them with a partner so I'm waiting until then.

This makes me hesitant to pull the trigger on just about anything. For instance I thought about making a stealth truck camper so I could go on weekend trips, but I don't want to sink the money into it just for me to not do anything by myself. This applies to everything I do.

If you've any experience with this or any insights I'd be grateful for any advice.