Hey guys. I had a pretty bad HA stretch a couple months back in May stretching to August. I’ve since been pretty okay and managed to get my life on track until recently where I feel like I am going off the rails again

A couple weeks back while I was playing games and laying on the ground, I noticed that my legs were a little tingly and felt a bit heavy, both of them and both these feelings were below the knee. But I remember I had felt that before and it went away. I tried to chalk it up to the way I was sitting, but it didn’t work and I had a panic attack about it. Ate some stress gummies and drank some tea and went to bed, next morning the feeling was gone.

Fast forward to a week later and it comes back again, and now it hasn’t stopped. It’s been pretty much every day for the past two weeks that I feel tingling, small amount of pain (always in different areas), cold/burning feeling and pins and needles. I don’t know what the heck jt could be and it has me freaking out. I can’t tell if it’s real, or if it’s anxiety. Because the day it came back I was thinking about how it was gone and that it was pretty weird, next thing you know it comes back and doesn’t go away.

Sometimes it’s there in the morning, or sometimes it creeps on throughout the day, and then sometimes it’s gone at the end of the day or just starts at the end of the day. That’s why it gives me so much anxiety, it’s so inconsistent.

I have it pretty bad right now because I have a new weird cold feeling and this time it’s above the knee near the thigh. I’m just terrified of what it is, diabetes? Blood clot? Tumor? Spine issue? Nerve issue? ALS, MS, FM? Or is it just my stupid anxiety taking a hold of my body again?

I’m just spiraling right now and it’s so hard to keep it together. I don’t want to go to the doctor because I’m afraid of what it could be, and also I can’t go to the doctor because my parents switched insurances and I can’t go until next year since I don’t have my own. I’m just lost, it won’t go away and I can’t not think about it 24/7