Super long story, but thanks for all the advice anons! :

So I went with a buddy and told him to wait in the car and then go in 5-10 minutes after. I go in through the clear door and then there’s another door with a doorbell next to it, first good sign. I ring it, wait a minute or so, then this old lady answers and says hello and asks/says I need to be 21, I say I’m 22 and actually say it twice. I don’t know if she believes me, but she brings me down the hall to the third room on the right and says someone will be in soon. She closes the door and I take off all my clothes and am in my underwear as the masseuse comes in.

She says hello and does some stuff with the linens and I am about to lay down and she asks for payment. For context, I had been to another AMP that was legit where the masseuses wore scrubs and nothing ever happened, and I paid after the massage there. I went in with the mindset of only wanting a BJ with a condom. I give her $60 and ask if she wants her tip now, I guess it was just jitters in the moment, and she says it’s $160 for full something, idk if she said service, but she said full something and I fumbled with my cash and gave her the full $160. She leaves for a bit and comes back in as I stood there still in my underwear. It being $160 was the second good sign for me that this AMP might be the spot.

Funny sidenote is my friend actually went in and because he doesn’t know a lot about AMP’s, didn’t bring enough cash, so when he tried to pay with credit, they ID’d him and he ended up being asked to leave. Big rip on his end, but he was never really interested in AMP’s and HE’s/FS.

So she comes back and I take off my underwear in front of her as she looks at me, third great sign. I get closer to her and she does something with a towel. I forget if she wrapped me in it or not, but I’m not laying down with a towel on my ass, the member pointed south, and the towel just barely covered my asscheeks.

She starts the massage and works her way around my body. When she’s on my right side, I’m feeling up her leg and rubbing it, rock hard, and she doesn’t stop me: third good sign. I also forgot to note she was wearing this super tight and skimpy dress that just barely covered her pussy and that was my fourth huge sign I didn’t notice until I flipped over.

She’s massaging me and stood on top of me at some point and is just working her way around. It’s an alright massage, but not that good. She gets to my legs and grazes my balls and dick multiple times as I’m making some noises to let her know I like it. Then, she leaves for either the second or third time and comes back and tells me to flip.

I’m a bit nervous, but I’m half hard and she’s standing near the door. She pulls the straps off her dress and pulls it down, showing her entire nude body with no underwear. I get even harder and she hangs up her dress, then gets on top of me and I asked if she had a condom. She said no and I was about to back off, but maybe she didn’t understand me or something because she did have one that she pulled out of nowhere. I lay back on these two pillows she placed under my head and she puts the condom in her mouth and works her way down my dick.

Holy shit, this feels amazing and I’m calm, but freaking out on the inside that this is really happening. She starts sucking my dick and I ask to feel her tits and I start squeezing them and they feel just like water balloons. She gives me head for a bit and it feels nice, but I don’t think I’d cum from it. She then switches into missionary and I’m debating actually having sex. I’m a virgin and now a sophomore in college and don’t know if this is how I want to lose my virginity. I say fuck it in my head (literally) and decide I’m gonna fuck her as sure, this is losing my virginity with a condom on, but one day in the future, hopefully I’ll have sex without a condom. I don’t really plan on telling my close friends this story, probably not until I’ve at least had sex with some girl at college, but anyways:

I stick it in and it feels AMAZING. She said I stuck it in really fast, but I kept going at a good pace. She mentioned it twice earlier that there’s no way I’m 22 and look like I’m young, likely 19. I brushed that off and made up some bullshit. Anyways, just that motion of sticking it in was everything I thought it would feel like and more. I start thrusting and it feels godly. I start licking her tits and squeezing them, and maybe 20-30 thrusts in, I cum. I’m a bit disappointed, but I say, “fuck it” again to myself and keep going. I do another 20 or so thrusts and tell her, “flip over” and start fucking her doggystyle. I actually couldn’t figure out which hole was right because of the darkness and she said, “Nonono” when I was near her asshole.

I stick it into her pussy and start thrusting and it feels nice, but not as amazing as missionary. I can’t believe this is happening, but I keep fucking and cum a second time until I’m done and she says to keep going, maybe because she was near coming or just cause she liked it, idk, but I keep thrusting until she moans a bit loader than normal and then I finish and pull it out. The condom has two loads of cum in it and I lay on my back as she moves the linens and washes her hands. She washes my dick with a hot towel and I’m already hard again, thought she might’ve given me a HJ, but she sadly didn’t, haha.

She finishes the crappy massage on the front of my body and gets on top of the bed again and cleans my dick again. I’m half awake as I’m super thirsty from all that and she notices. She asks me something that I had her repeat a couple times, it was either if this was my first time or if I’ve ever done anything like this before and I just say that I had sex in high school but it was bad and “only once” and repeated that maybe 5 times or so lmao. I also have seen tons of people record their sessins, but I didn't really want to as I wanted to enjoy the moment, also not become reliant on repeating the scene again and again.

So she finishes cleaning me up and I squeeze her tits again. I get up and swing my legs out on the bed and we talk for a second and confirm the massage is over. I feel and suck on her tits one last time, then swipe my hand on her pussy and she acts a bit shocked and just laughs and tells me to wash my hands, which I do. I put my clothes back on and ask her what her name is and she gives me one of those fake names, Yoyo, but I had actually seen that name for this specific spot on Rubmaps, which was really funny to me. I say I’ll be back and I walk to the front where the mamasama (that’s the word, right?) almost immediately says have a good day and opens the door, to which I leave, and expect to sit around for a bit, waiting for my buddy who drove us. I walk over to his car and see him sitting in it, where he tells me he was ID’d and didn’t get anything and we spent the next hour in awe of what I just did.

We go out and I get an energy drink as I’m thirsty as hell from all that and I go home and shower, scrubbing my dick with soap to make sure I don’t catch anything. Now I’m sitting her writing this!

I don’t 100% know how I feel, tbh, especially since I wrote this ENTIRE story down, but I don’t feel insane regret. With COVID, I missed my freshman year of college at a huge party school and I think my regret from 1-10 is a 4. The experience was a 10 out fo 10 and I just don’t plan on telling anyone about it until it’s so far out it doesn’t even matter, likely after I’ve had sex with other girls once or twice. I have also made a promise to myself to not go back to ANY AMP for any reason in order to prevent addiction/reliance on it, as I feel like then it will become desperation and I will be disappointed in myself. This may have been how I lost my virginity and although kind of embarrassing and sad, it was a great time. I don’t plan on going back unless I completely strike out this sophomore year for college. I don’t exactly know how to feel and could use some small advice, but until then, best of luck mongers!