A month or two ago, I decided to pay for a month of rubmaps to see what is around me (I’m in a major US city). I also paid for a month of TER to peruse through the available escorts and sex workers.

I’ll be honest it turned me on a lot going through all the listings in both sites, seeing the many sexy women that are available around me. But nerves got the better of me and even though I texted a few, I was actually too nervous to see one, considering the potential consequences.

I let the month lapse and I continued on with my life. Being not in the best shape and most of my former fwbs either moving away or moving on, I was kinda starving for sex and having no real options like I had when I was younger. Something about this night, literally this exact night, made me say fuck it, whatever happens happens, you keep thinking about this so you might as well do it.

I ultimately settled on a AMP, there was one a town over from me that seemed to have decent reviews. I actually pass it all the time and as soon as I found out it was an AMP I could not help but look at the shop everytime I pass, thinking pulling over and finding a parking spot and going inside for a visit. I almost began to fetishize it.

So one Friday night after pay day, I texted the number and they told me to come in. I decided to not punk out and gather myself, hop in my car and head over. Drove by and found parking a few blocks away and walked to the place, texting them to let them know that I arrive. As I approached the door, it opens to a beautiful little Asian woman almost hiding behind the door, smiling at me in a welcoming and seductive way.

I’ll admit I was a little nervous, and cold considering the weather is changing. She grabbed my cold hand with a confident but reassuring grasp, leading me through the dark, ambient hall that was lit only in a soft red and blue light. It felt sexy yet comfy. Her night robe and slippers did little to hide the toned sexy curves of her body. Finally we approached the room, the amber tones of the light made me feel as ease slightly.

She sat me down on the massage table and we began to negotiate the terms of the meeting. Story continues…