Tried a FS spot that ive visited before with decent results. However today it was an older lady about 55-62 in age , the place was not well lit reeked of cheap cigarettes and a chinese soap opera was blasting instead of calm spa music. Her hands were rough and callused, she did not use oil. On the flip she offered fs and i named my price and she tried to upsell but I stayed firm. Covered bj was ok but when she got naked it was a cirus show. Fat gross belly with toothpick legs and an ass that rivaled Hank Hill from king of the hill. I tell myself “ hey. This is part of the hobby this is the gamble u take” and try to push forward. My johnson gets like 0.001 inches in and she says it hurts and thats as far as i cud go. Then she has the bright idea to flip over for doggy for better angle. I was so grossed out at her body shape i lost all will to continue. I looked at myself in the mirror thinking to myself “ wow bro , this is so fuckin gross of you lmao” . I give up and she tried to compensate with a hj. She offered back 2 Jackson’s for the terrible experience which im glad she did because i would not have asked for it. Safe to say i think im done for the year. I walk by a footlocker and see a pair of sneakers i could of purchased instead and wash away the stink with a 30 minute long shower followed by a heavy scotch pour.