Weeks after my wife passed away I started to feel a certain primal need creep up. Having been out of dating or mongering for a number of years I wasn’t sure how I was going to satisfy the need.

So I turned to porn. It helped but I knew what I needed. I had just lost a very robust sex life. I needed to be inside of someone. But I knew damned well, I neither needed nor could I manage any type of a relationship. And I had a thought. AMP; and I know just the spot. It’s a little FS shop about 45 minutes away from me. Or, at least it was.

“God it’s been years” as I take the exit off the freeway. “No way it’s still there”. And as I crest the overpass I see the sign. Old and tattered, “a good sign, same owner,” I think to myself. “That’s good news”, as I drive by. I’m not ready. Maybe next week. But the place looks like it’s still business as usual and that’s enough for me at the moment. (Yes we’re getting to the BB part) be patient.

Friday night I went out partying at a local bar and had a thick blonde start chatting with me. I was wholly uninterested, and I even felt bad for her. I just couldn’t feel anything, but looking down her blouse and knowing she would have fucked me got me aroused. I went home, and I knew what I fucking needed. I promised myself I wouldn’t jack off and at 10am I’d be showered, shaved, and on the road.

10:50am Saturday. I know why I’m here. I know what I want and I’m taking it. Finally the window slides open, and there’s always that little stumble; “ah a hour please”. I pay the house fee and flash some cash so she tells my therapist I’m serious and in an instant I’m being led back to room number 3. My god it’s been 7 or 8 years? More maybe. “Is that the same mamasan?” “No” “can’t be”. “ I can’t believe this place hasn’t been shut down”. I undress and sit on the bed waiting for my masseuse.

When she opens the door I can see she’s a bit surprised by the middle aged man sitting on her bed naked. She closes the door behind her and as she does I stand up, put my finger to my lips and say shh as I hand her a very generous tip. I say very quietly “that I want everything tonight, and if your not the right woman for that to please keep your tip and send another girl”. As she folded up the money and said “oh nice man” “I take care you” I got behind her and shoved her over the massage table pulling down her panties. I was ravenous. I was sucking her asshole before I even had my hand on her perky Korean titties. Forcing my face between her 50ish year old thighs I thrust my tongue into her dirty cunt and sucked her clit. I ate her ass and pussy out until I could taste her pussy again and not the KY jelly. I started to realize I wasn’t here just to empty my balls. I needed this. The fucking, the foreplay.

As I’m coming to terms with this, this little Korean woman grabs me by the hair and puts me on the table face up. She jumps up on me and starts sucking my dick and shoving her pussy and asshole into my face. I ate her until she begged me to stop. Saying she’s not supposed to cum for clients. I buried my face into her further and pulled her into me by digging my fingers into her thighs. I needed her to cum. I wanted to taste her pussy as it opened for me. She begs quivering and I could feel her pushy begin to spasm.

With her body still trembling I slid out from under her turned a round. As I grabbed her hips and I felt my cock just begin to brush her tattered pussy, lips I paused, and before she could say anything to told her we didn’t need a condom. She grabbed my ass as I thrust my cock into her. God it felt amazing. As she fondled my balls I thought about my wife and how this wasn’t quite as good but it would do.

I pull out of her cunt and roll her on her back. Almost instinctively she pulls her legs back allowing me full penetration of her fuck hole. I lean down and as I slide into her I press my tongue into her mouth. She protests, and I tell her “remember, I said I want everything”. She relaxes and I began thrusting deeper into her. I’ve got her tits in my hand and we’re locked in full blown French kissing, slamming my cock into her, and I feel it.

Here it comes. “Omg it’s been too long” I think to myself. I feel the pressure building and it’s almost painful. I consider slowing down, trying to make it last, and as I’m pumping away on her pussy and I begin to think she feels wetter I hear her say with baited breath; “don’t stop, I cumming”. Omg, I fucked her right into that stupid massage table, and as I felt my cock cool from the evaporation of her pussy juice I blew deep inside of her. As I unloaded my overdue balls into her I told her she still owes me her ass. We both chuckled a little as she held me. I think she knew why I was there. I was grateful for her, her willingness to give me not only the release but also the pleasure I desperately needed.

She came back with a towel and mouthwash (nice touch) and cleaned me up. As she gave me my aftercare massage I thanked her for the amazing experience. I was already wondering what she had? Had I just fucked myself. “Why didn’t I use a condom”? And than it hit me; this could have been a Tinder hook up and I wouldn’t have thought twice about it. I’ve been tested since and everything is fine. I guess all of life has it’s risks, and this one was worth it.

I say use your best judgement, and be safe. Im actually more afraid of one of these girls turning up pregnant more so than I am of catching something. These providers seem to keep pretty good care of themselves.

I hope you guys enjoyed this. Let me know in the comments. Thank you and happy mongering.