Listen. I’m sure a lot of people in this sub have seen me encouraging others and saying it’s not the end of the world. I still believe that. But, I still have my nights. Tonight is one of them. I’m feeling very ashamed of how promiscuous I was and how reckless I was, rarely wearing protection. How foolish of me. My ex girlfriend turned me into this sex craving monster. I just wish I could go back and change my poor decisions.

And yes, I know there’s some of you out there that got it the first time they ever had sex. That is truly unlucky, obviously. But I got it by not being safe. I blame nobody but me for that, and it’s a regret I’ll have to live with for the rest of my life.