For those of you that have been following my other posts, I’ve been seeing this girl that I really like. 3rd date was last night and she just invited me for a chill date over at her place. Well we spent all night laughing and cuddling and really taking it to the next step. She invited me to stay over which I did, it was late anyways. We started hooking up, and I am SO attracted to her. You have no idea how difficult it was for me to resist, but I did. I went down on her and fingered her for a bit, and when she asked to return the favour for me, I politely said no thank you. I said, “I really like you and I don’t want to give you the wrong idea. I want to take it slow.” She was soooo happy. She told me she’s never had a guy say no before. We just continued to cuddle and kiss each other constantly the rest of the night, and we slept in until 12PM just cuddling in bed. I’m totally falling for this girl, and I spent the drive home today almost in tears because I know there’s a good chance it’ll be ruined when I tell her the truth. I feel so broken. This is the perfect situation I’ve been looking for all along, and it could all be for nothing. I just tried my best to enjoy the moment with her in my arms. She is just the sweetest girl ever. I know I have to tell her the next time I see her because it’s clearly getting intimate now. I’m not scared to have the conversation, I know it has to happen. I’m just scared of how she’ll react, but there’s nothing I can do.