My first date since my diagnosis 3 weeks ago. Didn’t take me long to get back out there!

The date went incredibly well. I really like this girl, like a lot. We had so much in common. One thing I noticed in this date is that I was genuinely trying harder to get to know the person and was not even once thinking about how I’m going to have sex with them (although she is very attractive, it just wasn’t even a possibility in my mind), which is great. I walked her back to her apartment after, we simply hugged it out and said see you soon. Exactly how a date should go. This was so refreshing.

Anyways, I’m nervous to disclose to this girl. I’m 28, she’s 24, she has a good job, definitely has a lot of independence and ambition. She wants a family but not anytime soon, and she may not be interested in staying in this location long-term. So, I feel like she’s probably just interested in companionship for the time being while she’s here, sex obviously being included. I’m just really afraid we’re going to continue to get along great, and then I’ll eventually be rejected when I disclose. She’s so pretty, she can surely find a guy like me that doesn’t have this.