I found out about 3 weeks ago that I am hsv2 positive. I am divorced from my 23yr marriage. My ex was mentally and emotionally abusive. I have a little ptsd from his behavior. I have worked through most of that. Now I got my hsv2 results. My long-term play partner walked away, we still talk. But he won't see me. Which obviously hurts, especially when I am already feeling undesired, untouchable etc.. And throw into it all the guys that play games, mess with emotions. It doesn't help, I am starting to not trust men at all. I am starting to struggle to connect. Cause I think why they will just walk away. My friends tell me I need to work on myself. Which I have been and will continue too But that's not going to fix men's behavior, and the hurt from that. I am beginning to not trust men. I feel no matter how much I work on myself, the mistrust will be there until I am proven otherwise. My friends have no ides how I am feeling. None of them have this diagnosis. They are all in happy relationships. Some are poly, so they have multiple caring partners.