To be in pain for the rest of my life, coupled with increased chances of being lonely aswell has really changed my view on life . As a younger guy I would’ve never guessed this would happen to me. I lost my virginity at 18 in college, followed by a few years of extreme promiscuity. I stumbled upon this gift that I have shared with many people for the most part unintentionally. I’m a human with a heart, I was built to love. How can I love affectively if my physical presence is a hazard. How do I go on knowing I will never feel normal again, being accepted is the least of my worries, I have to got bed at night with this on my conscience, and find a piece of happiness again after this disease has stolen many monents of joy from me, that’s it that’s all that’s the post