Worst episode of my life. Need to vent

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I get prescribed Adderall and decided to smoke weed last night. I took a huge bong rip and instantly had a gay panic attack.

The male artist in the music felt like he was saying that stuff to me, and I kept having intrusive thoughts of men in a sexual way, until I was forced to just sit on the couch and accept it. The whole time was extreme panic and fear.

The thoughts would not stop flooding my brain and it makes me want to cry. I’m still very shaken up. I feel like I just left the hospital; I just want to cry.

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