So ive been in love with a guy for many years now snd he knows about it. He just got a girlfriend tho..so I cried a lot when I found out.

And he knows im hurt because of it.

But he still told me that his girlfriend wants to have a threesome with another girl but she's so jealous she won't allow him to touch or fuck another girl, she just want to use one while he fucks her. Kinda like a toy which would be denied to have sex with the man she loves. The thing is she knows im in love with him, and asked for me personnally....probably to see me brokenheart while she gets his dick. He told me he fucks her many times a day...

I just blocked him after he told me that. Because yeah it would be awful to see him making love to the girl he really loves.

BUT.....

Im so horny tonight tho I texted him that i would be down to take care of his girlfriend while she gets his dick...that she can use me and make me follow her orders and rules. A part of me is slutty enough to just dont mind about my feelings and eat her pussy while she gets fucked and squirt all over his dick.

He will probably send me videos of them fucking...

Was it a mistake to write him back? Should I listen to my feelings instead of being such a slut?