So in a nutshell been together 15 years there's a age gap of 10 years between my wife and I with me being younger at 32. I have dedicated my life from 18-present for my wife I have been her rock and like most relationships.. we have had our tough times but nothing we can overcome.. well I lost my job in late Oct and I'm not to worried and neither is my wife because we are really financially stable.

Well lately and idk for whatever reason my wife has been cold to me... Like ice cold. Literally all affection is gone on her end and I want to be loving and caring and I'm getting hateful words thrown in my face. It's not because of my job loss but she says I'm annoying her and she can't stand me and I tried giving her space this morning and decided to volunteer for a food pantry. Once I got home I was met with a barage of insults of how annoying I am and how can anyone ever be satisfied with me... I'm like what the hell.... First off... Haven't had sex in a great month... November to now... She's a stay at home mom who gets whatever she wants whenever she wants and I'm not talking cheap crap either. It's starting to hurty feelings. When I see her I wanna smile and be happy and feel the same back and instead I'm met with scowls and insults.... For the past two months I've been going through it and I pray but I feel like my prayers aren't being heard. I'm so tired of going to bed at night desiring my life to be ok and my wife just to kiss me and tell me she loves me and I don't have that and it's killing me I'm so damn sad it's not even funny idk what to do. Because when I confront my wife she becomes irrate and wants to become physical so I just sit back and wait to see what happens but right now nothing is happening and this hopeless feelings I have inside are already starting to tear away at my natural calm ways. Can some one please provide advice?