Hello Everyone. This is my first attempt at writing something like this so I hope you enjoy it. The story focuses more on the build up and what's going on inside the mind of our protagonist than straight up action, so if that's not your thing you might not enjoy this much.

Total Surrender

Julia Brighton stood in front of her mirror inspecting the makeup she had just finished applying. The 24-year-old beauty brushed out her long dark hair and slipped into the new set of lingerie that she had purchased just for this occasion. She had chosen a black G-string that showed off her ass, and a matching bra with sheer cups. Satisfied with her appearance, she walked into her bedroom. Entering her bedroom, she saw the professional grade video camera pointed at her bed, just the sight of the camera was enough for her panties to begin to moisten. She moved past the camera and sat down at her computer, opening the program that she called "Total Surrender". After she had the program open, she picked up a metal collar from her desk. The metallic collar didn't look all that interesting, but Julia knew that this collar was very special, she had designed it herself. This collar was fully capable of decapitating her, but only if given permission by the computer program, to which she connected it via Bluetooth. Julia shuddered with anticipation and arousal as she connected the collar around her neck, and it let out a short beep. She knew that this meant the only way the collar would come off, without be-heading her, was for her to carry out the rest of the program. And even then, it was all up to chance.

15 Months Earlier:

Julia sighed deeply as she walked into her apartment, heading straight to the kitchen to pour herself a big glass of wine. It had been an exhausting day of work, and she was looking forward to an evening of relaxation. By all accounts, Julia was a zealous overachiever. She had earned a degree in both mechanical engineering and computer science, quickly finding a job working for one of the largest robotics companies in the United States. Julia earned a reputation as a rising star within the company, and with that reputation came an increase in responsibility. This is where things started to go wrong for her. She quickly found that she had little spare time to go out with her friends or to invest in a relationship, and she was currently on the longest dry spell of her adult life. Prior to her record breaking dry spell, Julia was what she would describe as "an insatiable whore". She was a natural submissive, with a serious masochistic streak, and there was nothing she loved more than engaging in degrading sex. However, without time for her to find a suitable partner, she had bought herself a collection of sex toys and took matters into her own hands. Many nights were spent browsing online forums, edging herself to all kinds of hardcore BDSM porn. All the while, she couldn't help but fantasize that she was having the things in the video done to her. So, after finishing off her glass of wine, Julia grabbed her laptop and a vibrator and prepared for some well-earned relaxation.

The night started fairly normal, with Julia riding the waves of pleasure but not allowing herself to cum, when she noticed something peculiar amongst a few hardcore bondage videos. A user had mentioned something called "guro" and provided a link to what appeared to be another porn website. Julia clicked the link without much thought, and was immediately shocked by what she saw. The website was full of art that depicted grotesque scenes of women either dying, or already dead! Although Julia, was a bit stunned by this, her curiosity got the better of her, and she began to browse the website. As Julia browsed the website, her feelings of shock gradually turned to ones of arousal. "It's Just so erotic!", she thought. She edged herself over and over as she scanned images of women being publicly executed and slaves hanging inside underground sex clubs. She felt herself climbing towards the peak of an orgasm, when something caught her eye. It was a comic labelled "Total Surrender", and it was tagged as consensual. This puzzled Julia. Given the nature of everything she had seen on this website, why would anyone want these things to be done to them? But, as Julia pondered this very question she felt a surge of arousal overcome her. This new development alarmed her. Was she really being turned on by the idea of being snuffed? Despite all of these emotions, Julia was still desperately horny, so perhaps against her better judgement, she opened the comic. The comic depicted a blond woman who appeared to be in her early twenties sitting on a concrete floor of what looked like a sex dungeon. There were several video cameras pointed at the woman as well as what looked like some sort of short bench in the room. The blonde woman in the comic started speaking, "Hello everyone, my name is Amy, and today I will reach the pinnacle of my life as a slave by totally surrendering to my master. First, my master will use me like the fuck toy I am one last time, and then he will snuff me by chopping my head off. What makes it even better is that the video that we are recording here will be sent to all my family and friends. Even after I am dead and gone, they will know what a worthless snuff slut I was." Julia’s pussy twitched as she read the comic. She just couldn't believe how turned on she was by this comic. It felt so wrong, so dirty, but more than anything it felt good. So, Julia kept reading. The next part of the comic depicted an extremely depraved rough sex scene between the blonde woman and a masked man who Julia assumed was her master. Julia felt like she was losing control, frantically rubbing her clit while plunging two fingers into her pussy. She reveled in the depravity of what she was reading, and despite her earlier reservations, she imagined herself in the place of the blonde woman. Back in the comic the masked man finally shot his load onto the blonde woman’s face, and she knelt beside the small bench Julia had spotted earlier. The blonde woman then placed her neck on the bench with a look on her face of pure lust. The next image showed the masked man with a large axe. He raised it above his head, and then brought it down on the neck of the blonde woman! As soon a Julia saw this, she started to orgasm. Hours of edging combined with the cocktail of emotions she was feeling from reading the comic. Shame, fear, and unbridled lust washed over Julia as she experienced the most powerful orgasm of her life. After her orgasm subsided Julia felt slightly guilty about getting so wrapped up in a snuff comic, but she decided that she would deal with those emotions another time. She cleaned up the mess she had made with her massive orgasm and went to sleep for the night.

Over the next week, Julia tried to put her snuff-comic fueled masturbation session out of her mind. She knew that indulging in this fantasy was like playing with fire, if she kept going she was bound to get burned eventually. The issue, though, was that it kept creeping back into her head - at work, when she was trying to go to sleep, even when she was just sitting around watching television. At first, Julia fought it, she tried everything to distract herself from her growing arousal, but eventually she just couldn't take it anymore. Almost daily, she would masturbate to the fantasy of herself in the place of the blonde woman from the comic. The fantasy finally made sense to Julia, she was a natural masochist, and giving your very life up for pleasure was the ultimate masochistic act. As much fun as Julia was having masturbating to a fantasy, she eventually became bored with it. She decided that this fantasy needed to become a reality, but she was still somewhat conflicted about how to actually go about it. Julia didn't just want to off herself, she wanted to carry on the fun as long as possible. She spent a few days pondering how to do it, and finally, the idea struck Julia. She would create a gamified program that would make it unlikely, but possible for her to be snuffed. This was perfect, she thought, it would allow her to (potentially) feel the rush of her neck being on the line a great number of times, and depending on the rules of the game she could even lock herself into some sort of device, forcing her to go through with it. So, with her mind made up, Julia began to decide on the exact rules of the game. She decided to closely follow the idea of the initial comic that kicked off her own fantasies, just in her own way.

Three weeks later, Julia examined her work. She had put her computer science and engineering expertise up to the test the past few weeks, and overall, she was happy with the results. The first thing Julia had addressed was the humiliation factor. She was turned on unbelievably when she thought about how the snuff movie of the blonde woman was sent to her family and friends after her death. Julia wanted to re-create this, but she took it a step further. She bought a professional grade camera, and set out to create as much pornographic media of herself as possible. She took hundreds of photos and videos of herself performing every sexual act a woman could do alone: masturbation, BDSM, public play, watersports, she truly left no stone unturned. She also included videos where she clearly stated her identity, and talked about all her kinks and depraved sexual fantasies. If anyone saw these things, they would never view Julia the same way again, and that is exactly what she wanted. With that out of the way she moved onto the two main components. The first was an unassuming metallic collar. The collar was meant to be locked around her neck at the beginning of the game, but it would remain inactive until given a signal by the other component, the computer program. Julia had named the program "Total Surrender" in honor of the comic that had kicked off her fantasies. It controlled the collar and trove of humiliation material as well as the game itself. For the game, Julia had utilized software that, when given a random object, could identify if it were present within an image. She set up the software to generate one random stock image and one random object; if the object was not present in the stock image the collar would unlock and the game would end. But, if it was present it would move on to another set. If the program made it through five of these sets, it would go to a simple coin flip. If the coin read tails, the game would end, but if it read heads, the snuff condition would be activated. If the snuff condition was reached, several things would happen. First, the collar would activate. It was equipped with a sensor that could detect when Julia reached orgasm, and the second she did the razor-sharp blades within the collar would decapitate her. The controller would also start recording video on the camera pointed at Julia’s bed, which was to be sent to her entire email address contact list and posted on as many porn sites as Julia could think of, along with the trove of humiliation material. This would begin shortly after she reached orgasm, to give the camera ample time to catch her snuff scene in all its glory.

Julia felt that everything was finally ready, but she realized that if she did not put some limitations on how often she played, she likely wouldn't last long. So, she decided to play once each month. This would let the anticipation build up, and she could make an event out of it. Julia also decided that each time she played, she would buy herself a new set of lingerie and put on a full face of makeup. She wanted to look her best if she ended up starring in her own snuff movie. So, Julia carried out her plan, and she found herself reaching heights of pleasure that she never thought possible. Even if the game never made it past the third round, Julia reveled in the very real risk that she could be snuffed before the night was over. This repeated each month, with Julia looking forward to the next, but she wondered, when would her luck run out?

Present Day:

As the program booted up, Julia grabbed her favorite vibrator and placed it on her clit. Julia loved the feeling of playing the game. There was nothing like the feeling of surrendering complete control of whether she would be snuffed to the computer program. She was already on the edge, just the anticipation of what could happen was enough to nearly make her cum. As much as Julia would have enjoyed to ride the edge forever, a ping from her computer alerted her that it was time to begin. So, she hit the start button, and the first set began to generate. The first object chosen was "car". Julia became even more aroused at this revelation, cars were featured in the images often, and sure enough, the generated stock image was a depiction of a car dealership. The second object chosen was simply "tree". "If the program keeps choosing such broad categories I'll end up snuffed for sure!", Julia thought. The stock image showed a public park, shaded by an abundance of trees. The game progressed to the third level. Julia was not too nervous yet, she had reached the third set of images a couple times, and she knew it was still quite unlikely that she would make it to the end. The chosen object was "screwdriver", and the stock image depicted a hardware store with an impressive selection of screwdrivers. Julia moaned out loud. The risk of being snuffed suddenly felt much more real. Unable to stop herself, she started pumping two fingers in and out of her streaming sex. The fourth chosen object was a toothpick. Finally! Something a bit more obscure. But, to Julia’s shock, the image depicted a western saloon, complete with cowboys holding toothpicks in their mouths. Julia had to take her hands off and slap her pussy to avoid cumming. The coming orgasm was sure to be massive, and she wanted to keep building to it. With a mix of arousal and trepidation, she moved on to the final set. The chosen object was "slot machine". "How appropriate", Julia thought. "I suppose in a way I am gambling with my life right now." The stock image depicted a casino, full of card tables and slot machines. Julia couldn’t believe it. The odds of her making it this far must have been astronomical, yet here she found herself. With a 50/50 chance of being snuffed. Julia started masturbating furiously. All she had to do was click the button on her computer screen to decide her fate, but she wanted to draw it out a little more. She didn't if she was more scared or turned on, but the cocktail of emotions Julia was experiencing was the most erotic thing she had ever felt. Unable to hold herself back any longer, she clicked the button. She was immediately met by the image of the "heads" side of a coin on the screen in front of her and a long ping from her collar that confirmed the snuff condition had been activated.

It took every ounce of Julia’s willpower to stop herself from tipping over the edge right then and there. She knew, at that point, it would have been a fatal mistake. Julia had anticipated that she would be more scared if this moment ever came, but all she felt now was pure arousal. This was going to be the fulfillment of her ultimate fantasy, and she was ready to get started. She made her way over to her bed, sat down right in front of the camera, and began speaking. "Hello, my name is Julia Elizabeth Brighton, and if you are seeing this video, I am already dead. Unbeknownst to everyone in my life, I am a filthy slut, and I have some extremely perverted sexual desires and fantasies. In this video, I will be acting out my greatest one, to be snuffed on camera. To me, there is nothing hotter than the idea of making the ultimate sacrifice for pleasure. To everyone who knows me personally, this is how I want you to remember me, a depraved whore, fucking herself to death. Goodbye." Julia began sensually stripping off her lingerie, putting on a good show for the camera. She was more aroused then she had ever been before, and she knew that the next part wouldn't take long at all. Finally naked, Julia lied on her back and spread her legs for her audience. She wanted to reveal all of herself to them. She picked up the dildo she had prepared earlier and rubbed it along her wet slit, then slipped it inside and began fucking herself in earnest. Julia couldn't believe that she was about to die. It was the peak of her fantasies, the ultimate pleasure, and she was so happy that it was about to happen. The dildo pumping in and out of her felt so fucking good, and she felt herself rapidly approaching the edge. She thought about her friends and family receiving a copy of her own snuff movie along with the trove of other material. Everything would be posted on the internet as well. She would probably become a full blown webslut, and that is exactly what she wanted. To be the depraved whore who was so horny she snuffed herself. Julia could feel the orgasm burning inside of her, it was coming, and it was going to be massive. The first wave hit her like a train. It was the most intense feeling she had ever experienced. Wave after wave crashed over her as she heard a loud pinging noise coming from her collar. Suddenly, Julia’s world was tumbling and spinning. She realized that she must have finally been decapitated, and she landed looking up at the camera. As she faded away, Julia’s final thought were ones of contentment, it had been everything she hoped for and more.