I (31F) lost my Mom (49) due to Covid complications. My mom had unlying conditions and all the reasons to get the vaccine but wouldn't because of fear. By the time I could convince her to get it was too late because she had Covid & pneumonia. It all happened so fast within a week she was gone. I will never understand her fear. I will understand why she waited so long. I will never understand why she didn't get tested when she came down with a cold. All I want is my mom back. I miss her. I miss my family being together. I feel soooooo bad for my nieces & nephew. I feel so bad for her parents, her friends, her husband. We all loved her so much. We are devastated, crushed, & broken because you left. We need you here. You were our rock! I love you Mom. I miss you. I'll never be the same but I hope I can make you proud. Your first born ❤️