It hard to actually express this feeling. If feel like it the reamergance of an old wound. Or is it just anger at this point because there's just nothing left. So I had shit luck during COVID and lost all the family on my side that I was close to. The same damn year and had to drag my self out of a depression pit since then. At the start of this year my wife lost her mom who we both were close to and was the matriarch of that side of the family. Her health was failing so we were preparing ourselves. Then after her passing come find out my wifes mother had donated her body to pay for funeral and cremation services. Like okay her wishes we understand less burden on the family. Well the hit in the balls just hit. Three weeks ago, do to a small "error" the coroner basically left the body out to thaw to long so the state had to pay for the cremation Sense no school could use the cadaver at. Yay she get to be put rest early. And no one told my wife or me until 3 weeks after the damn fact. I guess I'm pissed. Just I'm tired of being that way. Thanks to the family that did finally tell us but Wtf mate.