Hey guys, My Pops had a long difficult fight with brain cancer for the past year and ahalf, he passed on May 1st at the age of 53. Im 24 and this whole experience of taking care of him, hearing his regrets, seeing him slowly fade from the man I once knew has been extremely painful. Many thoughts have gone through my head such as "Im to young for this" or " How do I bring my life back to the normal state that everyone lives their's". I have been struggling with disliking the feeling of people saying "Sorry for your loss" or any type of fashion of sympathy from those my age, I understand its a selfish thought to have, that they cant understand what me or my two brothers are going through. But im still fighting the thought that I wish everyone would leave me alone and stop trying to figure out how im feeling, as if its easier if they dont understand and see how weak I feel. This is more of a rant, but I would appreciate any thoughts or advice!

Many Thanks