The grief is finally hitting me. The emptiness I feel of her presence being gone is suffocating me. The void left behind is starting to swallow me whole to the point I'm telling her picture to just take me with her. Everything hurts. I just can't. My brain feels like it's going to shatter as it keeps spinning as it relives the fact that her existence is gone from this world, that I can no longer have contact with her or hear her voice. I just want to scream into that void and scream until I destroy my vocal cords. I feel like I can't breathe, with my heart being squeezed over and over as I keep feeling this pain. I can't bear this emptiness and pain anymore.