Just yesterday I had to say goodbye to my best friend of almost 10 years, my dog.

We adopted him from an animal aid centre and became easily attached to him, he has been there in the lowest of lows in my life but he was starting to limp on his front right leg, the vet told us it wasn't going to be good and there was the option of amputation or euthanasia, ultimately my family decided with the latter and I broke down before it even happened, then when it did i was sadder than I had ever been before.

It's been a day now and I can't believe he's gone, I've gone to feed him twice today but then I remember that he's not with me anymore, I look at the now empty dog house where he'd be sleeping and I just tear up.

I don't know what to do, I have a second dog that I love as much as I did this dog but not hearing his bark, not seeing him rolling around on the grass, keeps torturing me and I can't escape it.

What do I do