today i woke up to see a family member had came over and thrown away a lot of my dads things or given them away to other people, including his shoes he passed away in. i wanted to keep those and i wanted to keep some of the little things like an open popcorn he was eating which is also gone. i just feel angry and sad. they were special to me and it hasn’t even been a month since he passed i feel like i should still have time to keep everything i want. i wanted everything to be kept where he left them. he was one of my best friends for a lot of my life and i only got to experience 17 years with him. i just feel like now that his things are gone some of my memories of him are robbed.