Hi all, Im not sure if his will make sense but Im just gonna talk if thats okay. So. I have been caring for my grandmother from home for he past 6 or so years. She had to go get a biopsy of her lungs because they found a mass. Turns out its lung cancer... early stages thankfully. But I can get the idea of losing her out of my head. She just quit smoking 2 months ago, its just. not fair. I don't know if Im right to feel this way. I have to literally drag myself out of bed to take care of my animals. I cant sleep a night and I sleep most of he day. I have o look for jobs as well because she was my job. (I know how hat sounds) I just don't know wha to do...