I know it may seem strange to be this wounded from an animal, and I absolutely feel for everyone who lost people on here. Loss is one of the worst parts about being here. I just have never had much to lose, I don’t have much of anyone, most of my family was already dead before I was born and the ones left aren’t worth mourning over. It’s just been me, a couple passing souls coming and going throughout life, with sassy my one consistent friend who was always there. I just recently turned 21, and she turned 17 a minute ago. I’ve had her most my life, and I can’t even bear to be in my room anymore because she was always there when I slept in my bed with me. Over the past few days I keep thinking I hear her walking around or barking when I come home, and then I remember, and then I fall apart again. I miss her so much and I pray to god she understood how much she meant to me. She was a grumpy old girl, and beaming with personality. Again, I know she wasn’t really a person, but to me she was. I just needed to vent I guess.