I’m a stoner slut. Everything is better when I’m really, really high. Spittle on my bottom lip, I can’t close my mouth. Clit is so big and so wet, I think she’s going to make me brainwash myself. A few days ago I grabbed my handheld mirror and pressed it to my clit so she could kiss her own reflection. She rubbed clits with the mirror while I stared at the two of them dumbly. Would sometimes put the mirror down so I could stare at her and touch, and I could see my stupid face behind my cunt. Mouth open. Brows furrowed. Eyes vacant. I blew smoke at her a few times too, which she really liked. I think I’m going to put on a pump and drip some oil on her and make her kiss the big clit in the mirror again.

It’s time to smoke again. I need to focus on my pleasure. I’m going to get nice and edged so my cunt gets all leaky. Haven’t had an orgasm since the new year began, only a couple ruins. Don’t see an end in sight, but it could be because I’m too faded and my eyes are barely open.

I did it. My mind is asleep.