A few days ago I received a message from a domme in the same city as me asking if I wanted to play. She intrigued me right off the bat, being in her late 30s, a working professional, and not to mention a gorgeous body. I was intrigued immediately. We got to talking a little and slowly I opened up about what I liked as she prodded and probed me with questions and suggestive comments, moving us to Snapchat soon after.

My Goddess said she wanted to break me. She wanted to help ruin me and turn my brain into girly goo. She warned me to run several times over, but as she recounted the subs she had ruined in the past, my pussy swelled more and more, thinking about what she could do to me and my reputation. The first night we talked she said I was not allowed to cum. Every night I would get as high as I could and just chat with her, sending her videos of me doing anything she asked. It started off as videos of me slapping myself. Harder and harder until my face became warm and rosy. I don’t like being slapped that hard normally, but the hold she held on me was indescribable. My want to a please her was greater than my pain and discomfort.

Every day she broke my brain a little more. Asking me to send videos while I was hanging out with my boyfriend. Asking me to send videos of me driving bare bottomed with my mouth open and tongue sticking out, videos of me panting like a bitch waiting for orders, and little by little, nothing drove my pussy crazy like her. Every time she sent a message my pussy would just flood. She slowly conditioned me over just 4 days.

Last night she started by asking me to fill my hand with spit, as much as I could. “Now rub it all over your pathetic whore face”. I was so gooey already. This was only the start. She was able to talk me into rubbing my cunt on the bathroom counter corner after slapping my face double handed. I eagerly wondered what could be next. “Slowly kiss the toilet”… this has always been a limit of mine but in that moment under her spell, I didn’t even care.. I just needed her to call me a good girl and would do anything to get it, so I kissed it. “Stick your hand in the water”. The orders continued until I found myself dunking my hand in the toilet bowel and drenching my face with the water like she asked. The heat and pressure between my legs was like nothing I’ve ever felt. Every time I sent a video and it would show up in the chat because she saved it my pussy convulsed hard.

We were supposed to meet in the near future so she could break me all the way, but when she started asking questions like “what would your coworkers think of you?” “Who’s a woman that you’re close with at work?” “Moan her name” “What does she look like?” I couldn’t do it. If I kept talking I would have told her everything and given her power to actually ruin me. Fuck my cunt has never been more excited. I almost came hands free from the moment I splashed toilet water on my face. She knew exactly how to push my limits. I could feel myself becoming lost, more broken and more ruined by the day. Touching myself isn’t the same.

I had to break it off because I was a coward and scared she would actually ruin my life. She gave me the ultimatum of paying for my secrecy that she would not leak anything if I became a finsub to her. I had never had a more “what the fuck am I doing?” moment when I almost agreed to it. I hate how much typing those words brings a heat to my pussy. I still haven’t cum but I have a feeling even if I did cum it wouldn’t feel the same without her command </3

I don’t think I’ll ever find anyone like her again. God she makes me so scared and horny. I thought you guys might like this story <33 DMs open